When the HEART sings, it means the WHOLE WIDE WORLD.... Real story...

"Permintaan Terakhir" or also known as "Nyanyian Penjara" video here is a reality. It's a true story about a guy named A who killed his girlfriend B (his wife in another week actually) and his girl's ex. When this song was created, A was in jail waiting for his "death call" and this song was his last wish.

According to the story, A have been waiting for B one year before they declare their relationship. He loves her so much that he would do anything just for her and would never let her go. But a week before their "special day", her ex-boyfriend named Z suddenly return to her and wanted her to return to him. Without further hesitation, the girl left A to be with Z.

With love so deep, the way B left him to be with Z eventually blows a small fire into a wrath! There was no mercy in A's thoughts. He murdered both his girl and her ex.

A wish he could escape death sentence if he surrenders himself to the police but later he realized it was impossible so he request for his friends to help him in jail with the song. ( the video above is only a show thing..pls do go see it in youtube for more..)

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This gives me a point of thought that we should actually appreciate our partner. It might be easy to love a person, but do the person loves us much as we love them? It might be easy to be love, but do we love them as much as they do??

Friends, being loyal is a must in every relationship. Being trustworthy is a relationship's "Star of victory ". Being understanding is another important point. This is for all of you out there...

Never say I LOVE YOU, if you don't really care.

Never talk about feelings, if they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand, if you're gonna break my heart.

Never say you're going to... , if you don't plan to start.

Never LOOK INTO MY EYES, if all you DO is lie.

Never say HI, if you really mean GOODBYE.

IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER, then say you will try.

But, NEVER SAY FOREVER, cause forever makes me cry....

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To anyone out there, please don't play with people's feelings.. If you ever did once, then it's time to stop. Think of how hurt they'd be. Think of how you'd feel if you're in their boots.

To risk my love I'll never ever do, when I say I LOVE HIM it's REALLY REALLY TRUE..

Gettin' used to it, or getting used to wanna do it??

Everyone knows in life we certainly do have UP's and DOWN's. That includes everything. Nothing can escape from facing difficulties. Well, it's not a new phenomenon after all.

Well for me, the biggest challenge of all in life is to maintain a relationship. At least for my age of course. Studying in easier, being myself is easier, even apologizing could be far more easier than to maintain a relationship. Phew! Now back to real point, where should I start eyh....

Okay, the reason I'm bloging this up is to ask me myself or even to ask anyone who comes passing by in reading this.. I'm sure everyone would have more than experiences in having a loveship or in handling a relationship (well, maybe not everyone, but I'm definitely sure it's gonna be like "MAJORITY"). Why I'm saying that, it's because researches have come to show that normal people would have, like, up to more than 3 broken relationships before they ever meet their real spouse.

So my point is, when we get to relate to someone and we have 'unique' ways in handling our previous relationship, will we, like, bring in forward into our new one?? For example, the way our ex treats us?? Will we actually treat our new couple the way our ex used to treat us just because we're phobia of getting the same way of treatings again?? You know, it's just like we're escaping from getting treated the same to the extent that we treat him/her first the way we actually fear of..

Most girls do, and they get extremely over the edge when they do so. Thats why guys nowadays becomes more and more careful in picking their girl.. But little do they know that it was them all along which put girls to actually change their strategies in handling guys. ( of course not every guy in the world would act so, I'm just taking a point for example,k..)


In a girl's case (a friend I know) in real life, she and I grew up together and I actually know every single bit of her previous relaltionship. This guy S (not the real name k..) treats her the way I obviously should say CRUEL although he loves her. On what purpose did i mentioned cruel?? It's because he never gave her the opportunity to show up, or to express her thoughts in their relationship. Everything that the guy said would be a MUST and FINAL decision. Woah! So, how's that to your opinion guys??


Everytime they quarrel, the guy would knocked her down with words although not harsh words, but very pinningful which ends up her tounge's tied up and follow his rules. You guys would probably think that she hates her bf right?? Well, actually SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH and to me that sure is insane.. Until one day, I couldn't take it no more seeing her crying helplessly everytime they quarrel. So I approached her and asked:


Me: Hw could u be so strong in loving him though he treats u badly? Where on earth did u ever get the strength??


True enough that love makes us blind..


Girl: He is my first love and every single thing that he did wouldn't make me love him a bit less than today, even if I had to face it being hurt almost everyweek.



Good gracious me!! Now, that's what I named ridiculous.. Imagine being hurt almost every week, and you still say you love him.. TOTALLY INSANE & BLINDED BY LOVE~~ She remained like that UNTIL the guy left her and what happened??



(Do u guys really wanna now??)






Ok, she went crazy like hell!! But still begging the guy to come back to her. Really pity her but I guess that was the best for her that the guy leaves so that she would no longer be hurt by him. For months she wept for him when she's back home in her room, from a neat pretty lass she changed into a miserable looking and untidy too..


(Love does makes BIG changes in life huh..?? Scary if it's the negative part)


I tried cheering her up.. being with her, motivating her until she came back to real life again and after a few months (almost a year actually), she met with a guy. Though still hoping for her ex bf to return to her but she accept him because she was lonely and thought of giving this new guy a chance.


What actually happened in her was....


She was afraid that this new guy would treat her the same as her ex bf. So, not wanted to be treated like the past, she started it first to treat him the same not knowing the new guy was also treated the same way by his ex gf too wanted to start treating her the same because he feared that she would do the same like his ex.. Duhh..! Complicated and tis' situation is starting to give me a headache.. huhu..


So, what next??

Because of that, at the early stage of their relationship they quarrel almost EVERYDAY!! hahah! Stupid! But they still stick to one another. Little by little, they realized that they shouldn't react like both their ex's and just be themselves. There was no point of fearing each other because both of them had that pureness in heart, which is pure love towards one another. Oww..How sweet eyh.. heheh..






Well, there was nothing to be serious about gettin' used to it, nor gettin' used to wanna do it anyway.. Heheh.. It's just being you yourself and that's the solution to everything. Let people accept you of who you are, not of who they want you to be. If they don't, well it's not a problem anyway..

And the couples?? They're happy until now being the most loving couple you could ever think of.. Quarrels? Of course they do argue at times, but that's just another stepping stone to a brighter future together.. Heheh










*TQs for reading..hope you've enjoyed it*

Stupid Couples!! ( Part 1)

It's 3 a.m and i'm not sleeping yet. Just came back from a friends house which is 2 doors away from mine.. We're having an oral presentation tomorrow and we're supposed to have our practise tonight BUT it turns out that we only had our discussion and then i generate their script from the storyline we've planned. The script was done around 1.30 a.m, 4 scenes and the only thing to do next was practically doing the act.

Since it was our busiest day all throughout, I gave them a chance to have a chat on the phone with their hubbies.. (well, i have to tolerate..that's normal) The moment it clocked 2 a.m, i gave them a hint that I'm sleepy and we're gonna be early birds tomorrow since our class starts early. Me, Nana, Aten and Adik we're at the table already, waiting for her to hang up. (Her bf is actually part of our oral group tomorrow!) I waited for another 15minutes, she still chats on the phone as if there'll be no tomorrows to chat. Gosh!!! She's getting me mad and I'm damn sleepy! What does she thinks I am? An owl?

2.30 a.m sharp I decided to leave! That's it. Before I EXPLODE LIKE non of the things anyone could imagine, it might be better that I leave.. Someone might get hurt by my words if I stayed longer waiting for a "NOT WORTH IT" chat to end. I just said bye to the rest and went out slamming the door with HIGH HOPES that she knew I'm damn angry at her.. And her bf is such a STUPID MORON too. He should know that we're having a practise, as if they won't meet tomorrow morning!! Duhh..! That's what i called Stupid Couples!!


P/s: Thats why adik, aten and i always mention to her and her bf, ''orang lain pun bercinta juga".. She on the other hand took it as a compliment and smile.. Stupid!!

I'm stunned!!

The other day, my boy and i were havin tis' video call thingy.. (guess what? it was d first time our calls get tru') huhu.. and so it was an opportunity for us to kinda seeing each other after spending our holidays together..and that was weeks ago..





We are quite far from each other and the responsibilites we hold unto requires lotsa commitments that we barely had time for each other... Pity us! :( I should say his daily schedules is so much easier to be understand compare to mine.. Mine would be anytime for as long as the earth orbits the sun...





During the call, he showed me everthing he had in collection.. and was so really absolutely STUNNED by the works that he puts my pix everywhere in his room..! Sayang, i'm really touched.. my eyes was teary at that moment.. he realized it but i shed it away..





There was nothing i could say that minute, just to let him show everything he wanted me to know.. And now i really know that he loves me much more than i do.. Sayang, u're the only one who has ever make me touched as deep as that nite.. Thats a nite i'll forever remember..